ME ;
CHRISTIEJANEPILLAY
17 years going on 18
07 MAY 89
GREEN
saint theresa's convent
one bernadette
two bernadette
three deirdre
four deirdre
ngee ann poly business studies
TB 05
st ANTHONY'S church
Lord's Vineyard
AMPLIFY
passion play 2006
st john vianney play
five golden rings play
wishings
i want those GORGEOUS set of colourpencils that have 120 colours, but is like $298.40. art friend.i want those pretty stamps me and AMAZING saw at taka.
i want that black ipod VIDEO!
i want that pretty zara knit top.
i want that striped mango top
i want that mondo striped purple shoe
i want a new handbag.
i want plenty of SKITTLES and M&M's!
i want a new pair of BIRKENSTOCKs.
i want abs like nicole schnerzinger or fergie.
i want to revamp my room.
i want that $599 casio 6 mega pixel camera.
i want to learn to play the drums, and xi yao and charles and jo and keith and william can teach me.
i want a new pair of HAVAINNAS. soon lah.
i want be able to take INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS next year.
i want LOVE that lasts forever.
AND AMAZING GAVE HER THAT!
REMINISCING
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
June 2007
LOVES OF MY LIFE (:
adeline'
angelyn'
avlyn'
antaeus'
bernard'
claudine'
charles'
charm'
dara'
deon'
dora'
dinesh'
drey'
jasmine'
jeremy'
joscelyn'
beloved cousin'
karmila'
laurie'
larris'
lexine'
manda'
melissa'
nathalieROCKS'
nessa'
nini'
peiwen'
sean'
shabin'
sheryl'
shyla'
stephy'
suemaine'
vankelly'
yishan'
yolanda'
SPEAK UP.
mocking
* Tuesday, July 25
let's start by blogging about yesterday first.
MONDAY
it was an EXTREMELY BAD DAY.
i had school till 4,
then after school had BUSINESS STATISTICS test.
just imagine the pain i was in.
GOSH.
and the test was HORRIGIBLE!
the answers were so straight forward,
and you know its like 10 marks for three lines.
who would have known?
i kept checking and checking,
to make sure it was right.
and to think it was at the first attempt.
shit mann.
shouldnt ahve changed my answers.
im so gonna fail.
also.
my phone got confiscated!
bill too high!
so all those who msged,
hahaha.
SORRY!
TUESDAY
AND!
i forgot to call you again!
im so so so sorry!
i will okay.
like if i dont fall asleep again.
you finish at 6pm today. you know who you are.
TONIGHT TONIGHT.
and I KNOW,
and YOU KNOW TOO.
this is exciting.
i'll tell you more if you tell me too.
hahahha
woooooo.
INTERESTING.
kaypoh queen of the world.
I WONT SAY.
JUST LIKE HE WONT TOO.
the one you PANGSEI at the bus stop.
hahhaa
so yeah.
i will call!!!!!
((:
XIAODI
i really need to talk to you.
we need to clear everything.
saturday.
i dont know what time yet though.
im hoping, and praying.
with all that i have.
that you wont cry.
that you wont be sad.
that you wont hate me.
that you'll carry on like last time.
when we first met.
when we first talked.
because i myself am not sure.
ask me again, i'll tell you the same thing,
I DONT KNOW.
i have a feeling something bad is going to happen.
AND I DONT WANT IT TO.
REALLY.
i dont.
so i'll be praying.
dont disappoint me please.
PLEASE.
i cant handle this.
not right now.
just not right now.
if you want to wait,
by all means im fine with it.
just dont expect anything.
i know you cant wait.
but if __ years was alright,
what would another __ years make a difference?
im not being sarcastic.
but if you really waited that long.
then you wouldnt mind any longer.
this is how im going to test your trust.
because i have MAJOR stuff to clarify with you on saturday.
SATURDAY IT IS.
i'll be there.
waiting.
that spot.
when i was having rehearsal
then i came to find you and s - - - - - - -.
that spot.
then we'll walk to somewhere else from there.
yeah.
alright?
we need to do this.
and it has to be now.
i have a choice, and so do you.
(((:
im going for amplify prayer meet on friday,
and if i can make it,
every friday.
IF I CAN.
so i hope something happens there.
it will really help.
i know so.
from what larris and antaeus have said,
and all others
who have experienced GOD's wonderful grace.
I WILLLL BE THERE.
AND PROMISES TO GOD
ARE NOT MEANT TO BE BROKEN.
-- AND I WONT.
2:57:00 pm